Higher spirits?

Man, I have been pretty crabby in the past little while... I spent the day sitting in my chair as I often do when I am home due to lack of things to do... I guess everything still sucks but no one really needs to hear about it. Especially not Kes, to whom I was a little douchy to this morning.

But really, I suppose I'll manage to get out of my finacial hole of doom. Trying to rush things right now I guess is only going to give me more headache than anything else. I'll have to accept the fact that there may be more gray area than I would like right now.

So I guess I'll just sit back a ride this one out. As someone I know use to say "Where the hell is my coat!" Yeah.. theres the insperation I needed... It always gets me.

Kylian

PS: Funny thing is, I don't even do drugs...

Out of the Woods

Seems out of all the blogs I read, I am the only one who isnt in the woods. From beans to hermits i feel a little intimidated... what a crazy forest it must be.

Speaking of crazy forests! I'm hungry!

Three posts in one day so far, thats how exciting and busy my life is at the moment! I should probably stop or my readers will never be able to keep up!

Kylian

PS: I think a Mustafah is some kind of ancient chinese secret for making phone flavored herbal tea.

PPS: I must have read one too many Chef Bryan Comics today...

For your Entertainment. Brought to you by Kylian's Blog.

I have a bunch of Comic for you to read, which I think most of you should appreciate... I also have a few for peter, that i know he will appreciate. Anyways, if m posts don't entertain you, hopefully these comics are worth your visit!

Kylian

"Does coffe bleed?"

Life Update 1.1

Not even worth .2 of my life. I have decided to get up from bed, Kesinee has just gotten up to go to class and I feel very depressed that I have absolutly nowhere to go right now. No job, no school... no nothing.

I don't even like being home, so I can't really say "whatever, I'll just go home." Its not that I don't like my family, because I do love them, its just that there is nothing for me there. It is so far away from anything I do. Everything I live for (which is not that much 8P) is in calgary, not okotoks. Nah, if I'm home I just sit around and do absolutly nothing alll day. I feel like crap when I'm there because it feels like I'm wasting so much of my time. Not that I'm doing anything right now.

Sigh... I don't think the guy from work is going to call me back. Which means i have to go find another place where i can make enough money to live on.

Kylian

Kylian's Head? not very much inside as a matter of fact.

I thought I would be interesting by answering my titles question. I pondered it for a few minutes and figured out... There really isnt that much in there. because thinking about, my mind quickly drifted to monkeys... which turned to the martial arts monkey in lion king, which made me think of the song kiss the girl from little mermaid... and then went to vocal auditions for summerstock and how screwed I am fro getting a role.

so i guess... there is quite a bit in there its just very irelevant (woohoo for spelling) things just floating about.

Hey, that reminds me. Forest Gump is a genius movie. How did that make me think of forest gump you ask? only a mind like mine could know. There is few movies that I have seen where certain scenes or parts really hit you.. just some parts in movies really are amazing. Here are some examples i can think of right now.

- When forest is talking about life to Jenny's Grave.
- When the young boy from Polar Express meets the homeless ghost on top of the train
- When Peter Parker is talking to his aunt in her backyard when she gets evicted.

Man, things like that inspire me sometimes, its that art and emotion triggered in people from movies that really makes me want to direct. But unfortunatly, I do not have the artistic talent or mind to affect people in any way except by repulsing or other negative things...

Speaking of movies, I'v Decided to finally do that rediculus film i wrote awhile back. Just for fun. Trust me, thisa movie really isnt going to awe anyone. (before you say somethign like, "Kylian I'm so excited to hear you are making a movie. I'm sure it will be amazing.") Its just a pointless "action" I guess you could call it movie with a horrible plot. But I will make it anyway because it could be fun.

Man My posts are long. I could probably ramble on about nothing for awhile. Its wierd but I don't talk that much but I can write down alot of my random thoughts.

Speaking of random, if you've never read a "Chef Bryan" comic I strongly encourage it... I think I might add a small section to my blog page with links to soem of them... they are rediculus.

alright i guess thats enough for one post. Keep reading, unless you get bored, because I am probably going to write down in this everyday now. I suppose it could be my unofficial journal that everyone can pry through.

Kylian

Stay classy San Diego

The Bordom has come for me...

Ahhh.. another hour passes and I am still here, waiting for the paint to dry, and for the wierd smells of my house to bring news of upcoming events ei:

- Kelly burning her food
- Mother making food
- Just... wierd french smells.

speak of the devil, my mommy just brought me a big bowl of noodles and some meatsause she has made... I am eyeing it cautiosly... she is currently pretty stoned because of the large amounts of sleeping pills she has to consume ot get any sleep... tastes okay... some chunks are cold...

Anyways, i think I'll attempt to call Darian or something. Untill next time

Kylian

Life update 1.0

Alright, now that the intro is over!

So, after leaving Kesinee's room this morning i had a nice long drive. (and by long drive i mean between 16th ave and bloddy 33rd for 30 minutes because idiots still exist! and they are called bad drivers!) I picked up and drove Katie to work.. that bitch could have taken transit... anyways, afterwards i went to get me a job at Trail Appliances, guy gave me his number and told me to call him and bring a resume... he asked how much I wanted for money... i suppose 15/hour is good enough.

Speaking of money, I am really screwed right now. I have about a million things to pay for and 0 dollars to do it... uh oh. (yeah, thats all I'm writing about that.)

I think Its time to rant about a little man called Barry Crane. This is a very interesting fellow... but thanks to him I am in the shits as far as finance goes... man oh man, i thought i was getting rich while really.. i was getting Fucked left and right by his ginius manipulations. The hours I put into it, and how hard I worked, i calculated had i worked for anyone else would have made me about twice the money I made working for barry. And with him telling me what i was going to get I made alot of plans and bought alot of things that now i realise i can't even afford. I think on averae i was at work 45 hours a week. Now, if i put that in to a calculator for what would happen had I made say.. 15 dollars an hour just because that how much i will be making at this new job... the sum is about $675 a week, 1350 a check... how much did i make... 700 - 900...

enough of that. on to happer things...

So, when i have this job and start working, i can talk to my mother about moving out. I have to make her understand, because when i tell her she will be upset, that I still love everyone here, but my whole life is in calgary, so why do i have to come back to okotoks everyday.. thats alot of gas and time wasted.

Now I have to talk about Kesinee... because her picture is staring at me. 8)

Man, where to start... First of all I'v been staring at this picture quite a bit, Kesinee is so beautiful i could stare at her all day. i got to spend alot of time with her in the past little while which was awsome! I could spend all of my time with her I don't think I would ever get tired of her. From her crazy facial expressions to her sexy dancing, I may very well be the luckiest guy in the world. She is so amazing, it still puzzles me what she is doing with me 8P

Wow.. im really not in writing mode.. this post is painfully boring... I promise il be more interesting next time... I could go on for a long time... especially about Kes, haha.. but for your sake. I'll put an end to this pointless drawl.

Kylian

Ohhhh...

So... due to unavailibility of various titiles and email adresses for my blog... I reverted to using Frenchsmellydouce.blogspot.com

sigh... this was more in anger than anything else but i don't feel like changing it now that its been made. So smellydouce it is.

I'll try to keep my blog active if anyone is actually going to read any of it.

Anyways, thats all for my intro.