I went to bed last night at around 12:30... but I didnt fall asleep untill around 2:30... I had the most amazing trail of thought, and now I ave no idea what it was about. I would have written about it at the time but my internet was down.
No matter, I suppose it will come back to me eventually.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
On any Sunday
Here we go, sunday.
Tommorow is a new day. Rehearsal is cancelled which means I can go out with Janine and do some catching up. I haven't talked to her in a long time, which is wierd because as she always says "we tight like butta". I'm going to try and hang out with more of my old friends that I haven't seen in awhile. Not that there is anything wrong witht he friends I have now but I'm going to get a life outside of summerstock.
Tommorow I have rehearsal for Liam's play so I might stick around to talk to Bryan.
Bah... I'm so sick, when I move my eyes it feelslike the back of my sockets are going to explode. I had such a high fever this morning I was getting delussional, I don't even remember what was going through my mind.
Well, its my naphew's birthday today. My family is here now so I am going upstairs.
Kylian
Tommorow is a new day. Rehearsal is cancelled which means I can go out with Janine and do some catching up. I haven't talked to her in a long time, which is wierd because as she always says "we tight like butta". I'm going to try and hang out with more of my old friends that I haven't seen in awhile. Not that there is anything wrong witht he friends I have now but I'm going to get a life outside of summerstock.
Tommorow I have rehearsal for Liam's play so I might stick around to talk to Bryan.
Bah... I'm so sick, when I move my eyes it feelslike the back of my sockets are going to explode. I had such a high fever this morning I was getting delussional, I don't even remember what was going through my mind.
Well, its my naphew's birthday today. My family is here now so I am going upstairs.
Kylian
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Fresh
Hello blog freaks.
I got home from Vancouver a short while ago, and have nothing I really want to do. So, I am going to do some writting.
ahh summerstock, I have taken a whole new way to look at you. First, lets clear the air. I hate you. The only reason I associate myself to you is because of people who do not share my hatred for you. Now, I'm going to have a good chat with Jim, make sure he understands that I am doing HIM a fovour by being there, and not the other way around. He wants to try to manipulate me into staying by pulling out things like "I can get you drama 30 with is a university entering course if you do us a video", or stick me in chorus with a fancy brand like Garvin V-D.. hahaha, I laughed myself silly when I read the cast list. I already knew the list before it came out, there was no big surprise anywhere, but the Garvin thing was gold.
As for as the video, this is something I am doing for myself. Not you Jim. As of now summerstock is the bottom of my priorities list.
Something I have noticed on this trip to Vancouver, I care way to much about everything. I always get hurt and make mistakes because as Big mat use to tell me "I sweat the small stuff". This is very true, I mean I look at my life and I let things take control of me because I care way too much. I'm not talking about emotional shut-down here, but I could definately learn from Katie's example.
Alot of things are going to happen to you throughout your life, so don't sweat it. Harships, heartbreaks... all these things that make your life suck, theres no point to any of it.. why sweat anything in life because sooner or later you are going to get a swift kick that I like to call "Life's essons"
I for one.. don't think I will even try to fall in love again. You know... as wonderful as it is at the time. What was the point, I don't really know. You look at alot of parents.... yeah, theres alot of love there, divorce, seperations... for what? Well, I suppose everyone has their own personal valid reason but the truth of the matter is its all bullshit. Don't get me wrong, you will see rare couples that love eachother untill the end... as rare as it is. and lucky them. Which reminds me, you know why the notebook was so popular?? becasue love that strong doesnt exist, its a fantasy we would all like to believe.
.... I would have done anything for the person I loved, my life seemed so... I had meaning... I had somewhere to go.
The only thing I ever wanted from Life is to get married to an amazing woman, get a pack of kids and a golden Lab. My worst fear has always been to end up alone... but now, I think thats the road I'm going to take, because its not worth it. I can devote everything into someone and time is still going to Kill that "bond".
Anyways, this is Kylian. And this is my Emo post.
I got home from Vancouver a short while ago, and have nothing I really want to do. So, I am going to do some writting.
ahh summerstock, I have taken a whole new way to look at you. First, lets clear the air. I hate you. The only reason I associate myself to you is because of people who do not share my hatred for you. Now, I'm going to have a good chat with Jim, make sure he understands that I am doing HIM a fovour by being there, and not the other way around. He wants to try to manipulate me into staying by pulling out things like "I can get you drama 30 with is a university entering course if you do us a video", or stick me in chorus with a fancy brand like Garvin V-D.. hahaha, I laughed myself silly when I read the cast list. I already knew the list before it came out, there was no big surprise anywhere, but the Garvin thing was gold.
As for as the video, this is something I am doing for myself. Not you Jim. As of now summerstock is the bottom of my priorities list.
Something I have noticed on this trip to Vancouver, I care way to much about everything. I always get hurt and make mistakes because as Big mat use to tell me "I sweat the small stuff". This is very true, I mean I look at my life and I let things take control of me because I care way too much. I'm not talking about emotional shut-down here, but I could definately learn from Katie's example.
Alot of things are going to happen to you throughout your life, so don't sweat it. Harships, heartbreaks... all these things that make your life suck, theres no point to any of it.. why sweat anything in life because sooner or later you are going to get a swift kick that I like to call "Life's essons"
I for one.. don't think I will even try to fall in love again. You know... as wonderful as it is at the time. What was the point, I don't really know. You look at alot of parents.... yeah, theres alot of love there, divorce, seperations... for what? Well, I suppose everyone has their own personal valid reason but the truth of the matter is its all bullshit. Don't get me wrong, you will see rare couples that love eachother untill the end... as rare as it is. and lucky them. Which reminds me, you know why the notebook was so popular?? becasue love that strong doesnt exist, its a fantasy we would all like to believe.
.... I would have done anything for the person I loved, my life seemed so... I had meaning... I had somewhere to go.
The only thing I ever wanted from Life is to get married to an amazing woman, get a pack of kids and a golden Lab. My worst fear has always been to end up alone... but now, I think thats the road I'm going to take, because its not worth it. I can devote everything into someone and time is still going to Kill that "bond".
Anyways, this is Kylian. And this is my Emo post.
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