So, today was Valentines day. I went in to Barb's store around 9:30 - 10:00 and was there untill 8ish.... that was alot of flowers for one day.. even Valentines day. I mean I ran around all day bringing girlfriends flowers for happy couples.
Whatever, it was all worth it though. Barb is such a nice lady I was glad to help her out, and besides... I wasn't really looking for anything else to do on Valentines :P
Anyways, when it got late and the store was closed up Barb and I had a very good chat about life.
The whole love thing, I suppose I was having a bad day... heh, theres is still alot of truth I beleive in what I said that day. But its not all true. Theres something about me, you know if I'm going to fall in love I'm going to put my whole heart into it. If I am going to love someone at all its going to be to the fullest that i can give it. Because you know what, as much as I may get hurt or disappointed or not have those feelings returned. I at least I had the chance to be in love, and although that sounds chessy... well fuck you, I'm a chessy kinda guy. I mean so far I have had nothing but dissapointments in the end, but hey.. I wouldn't change the good moments as real or unreal as they may have been, they were real to me and I wouldn't trade them for anything.
well... its 5am now.. and I'm still up... im gonna go to bed.
Happy Valentines day... heh
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Aww. I love Barb.
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